For the past 2 months my emotions have been on the roller coaster of hell. I feel calm and collected for a moment and then one second later-BAM- I’m freaking out and I feel like crawling up into a ball and removing my existence from the world. Frankly all I’d like to do is have some long term “me” time. I have a lot of revising to do in my life. Some priorities have been switched with the important ones and I need them to switch back. I feel distant from my friends and family. I don’t feel like a good companion at all. My brain feels empty at times. For the love of my mind. For the love of good grace. I need…I need help? I don’t even know anymore. That’s how fucked-up-shit is currently.